Talking to you in my head

the weater yesterday was identical to the weather on that same day a year ago. Grey, with a slight chance of rain, but still not so cold that wearing a dress gives you maximum goosebumps.
still, i think that may be the only thing that was the same. Im giving everything, and somethimes i just want to yell at you, tell you everything i feel, and how much i hate you. love and hate, the two opposing emotions that go too well hand in hand... Its like im addicted to being treated bad by you..., thats why i love you...